Started off waking up feeling drunk because I haven't slept good in about a week so I was off from the start. I need to take something tonight because I don't know how many days I can go without some sleep. The day was destined for chaos from the moment my feet hit the floor. I went to the store 3 times and still didn't get everything I needed and the lad trip I forgot my coat and went out in my house sandals. It was freezing cold today too (12 degrees). I didn't even realize I didn't have shoes on until I stepped in a pile of snow brrrrrr. Then I was stopped at the intersection and a funeral procession went by. I looked up as one of the family cars went by and made accidental eye contact with a teenage boy for only a brief moment but he looked so sad that all I could do was give a sympathtic smile and look down. I then proceeded to burst into tears and cried for a good 5 minutes. I am such an emotard freak sometimes that I don't even know what to do with myself. I'm always a touch off but some days are worse than others...especially certain times of the month.
I finally went back to the gym after being off since Thanksgiving and it was awesome!!!! I stayed light (135# bench and accessory stuff) but it was good to feel those muscles and get a pump after so long. I'm annoyed that tomorrow is rest day but I will do some cardio and ab work cause I need to get rid of some of this weight. I want to drop at least 4 pant sizes before the end of the year so it's healthy food and more weight loss exercises along with my training.
I almost forgot. Yesterday I tried to make homemade hamburger buns and they didn't turn into buns but they did make good dinner rolls. I'm going to try again tomorrow and make them bigger an let the yeast proof first. The directions I have seem a little off so I'm going to go with my gut and try it my own way and see what happens. If it works I'm going to start making homemade bread and buns from now on unless we need a bunch.
I kind of like being off work. Last time I didn't so much but I have a lot going on and I'm keeping myself busy with packing, cleaning and other stuff so it's nice to not have to worry about going to work too. I need to figure out how I can get paid to stay home or get some assistance for school.
Anyway my adrenaline high is wearing off so I'm going to take a Benydryl and go to bed. I'll post my second bun making attempt too.
Until next time
Hugs, kisses and bestest wishes
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