Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end


I have had that song in my head since I watched "Friends With Benefits" the other day and I thought it would be fitting since today is the next to the last day of 2014.  I always like to take time at the end of the year to reflect on the good, the bad and the ugly of the past year and then put down, in writing, what I'm looking forward to in the coming year, goals and hopes for the next 12 months.

I think the highlights of this past year would be our summer vacation to Louisiana, my trip to LSU for homecoming and Sarah graduating from college (twice lol).  I haven't had a true summer vacation in so long it was nice to get away and see family that I haven't seen in years and for once it not be at a funeral.  Southern Louisiana is everything I hoped it would be and more.  I'm sad that we didn't really get to do much because we were on limited time but that just means we need to go back more often to see and do everything (update- we are most likely not going to be moving down there,  I'm bummed but I can't expect Sarah to give up everything for me...even though I would for her...o well I guess).  Going to a football game in Death Valley was high up on my bucket list and thanks to Amy, Dan and Sarah I was able to cross that of my list and it was even better that it was for Homecoming and they WON!!!!!!!!!!!! I also got to cross off going somewhere on a plane alone off my list too.  That was nerve wracking for a bit but it was ok and it even with the little bumps it could have been waaaayyyyy worse.  Sarah finally graduated from Highland with 2 degrees and I do believe 3 certificates.  I keep teasing her and asking when she is going back lol.  I feel like she was in school for 10 years but really it was only 3.  I feel like I was in school forever too and it's not like I wrote her papers or helped her with research or did some of her homework...

One of the not so good things about 2014 has been being laid off from work.  I don't like not knowing what's going to happen or not knowing when I will have a job again or a steady income.  Granted I'm getting unemployment but that doesn't really bring in much money.  Also, my parents and sister moving wasn't fun.  We talk on Facebook and text but it stinks not being able to see the kids whenever and take Leah to do fun stuff. It was especially hard this Christmas season.  There was so many fun things going on and I would have loved to take her and spend time with her.  She's such a cool kid and I miss spending time with her and catching up on all that is cool in the tween world lol. She also gets my love of YouTubers and doesn't judge lol.

My goals for next year are to get back to training and be ready to compete by this summer.  I need to work on my training plan even though I really just like going in and doing whatever.  I have thought about a couple training methods but really the way I was doing it was getting results so I really don't know if I'm going to change it up too much.  I also have weight to drop by July so I need to work in more cardio and a better meal plan. It's not hard I just need to do it. I was sick for a few weeks and out and then with the holidays I didn't have time so I'm going to enjoy this last week of relaxation and hit the ground running New Year's Day, literally.  I also want to take some college courses to work towards becoming a counselor and work on  my personal trainer certificate.  I have a lot to get done but I have the motivation and a solid support system so I know I can do this and I'm not letting anyone or anything stand in my way.  2015 will be my year to make things happen!!!!

We are talking about going to Louisiana in February but I don't know if we will unless I get a job and even then I might not get the time off so we'll see how that goes.

I am thankful for everyone that has been a part of my journey this year.  I have made physical changes, mental and emotional changes this year that have absolutely been for the better and I hope to continue moving forward and making a positive mark on the world.


Random side note I tried some new food yesterday and I'm not disappointed.  I marinated chicken in soy sauce, chopped garlic, green onion and brown sugar and then cooked it in a pan.  The only thing I would change about that would be more sugar and grill it. I also tried to make Thai peanut sauce and it wasn't perfect but it was closer than any other time I've tried it.  I will perfect it someday and it will be amazing!!!!

I also took down the Christmas tree and the house feels naked but it's always nice to get things back in order.  Sometimes all the stuff sitting out bugs me.  I'm still not ready to give up the music though. I listened to a little bit earlier while I was cleaning.  I don't know that I can quit cold turkey this year. It's so fun and upbeat and it puts me in a good, festive mood.

I don't have much else to talk about now so I'm going to get ready or the LSU/ND game and watch the Tigers whoop em!!! Geaux Tigers

Until next time
Hugs, Kisses and Bestest wishes

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